You Never Know

Today is the last day of my college. Somewhere I am happy somewhere I am sad. Now, very soon I will enter to professional world. 

 Finally the most excited day has come up i.e. to live up like a professional. Now, I am HR trainee, than  after 6 month I’ll recruit people .  Wow sounds great. Company looks great, Big campus, beautiful logo, What a greenery I am liking it.

Receptionist told me to go to C-Wing at Third floor. Saw a Guajarati  fat man  sitting out there, whose name was Mr. Das, After a small chat he start talking to me in Hindi as a keralite I am somewhere aware  of Hindi so, I managed the conversation in Hindi. He told me that I have to assist him, I was very happy.He told me, my seat to sit. 

Than very next day Mr Das give some details to study as I started studying suddenly, a smart man in his early 40s came to me and start talking to me. His name was Mr. Ramchran, As he was also Guajarati so start talking to me in Hindi, My broken Hindi somehow saved my condition. Than he told I have to assist him. I told him that I am assisting Mr. Das, He got angry on me and said you are here because of me only. As a fresher I can't say anything except two letter word i.e OK.

As he left Mr. Das come to me for my status. I told him that Mr. Ramchran want me to assist him.  He just said I want my work..... irrespective to whom you are assisting. I start feeling pity for myself. But no other option except assisting to both simultaneously. My bad days started I start working like a donkey. No time for anything forgot the greeny, beautiful building ....only Mr. Das and Mr. Ramchran  work load and my broken and shattered Hindi is left in my life.

Finally 6 month got over didn’t realize what else I did in last 6 months except crazy hardwork. After 6months first time I went to my native. My family was very very happy and somewhere I was too No, Mr. Das and No Mr. Ramchran for few days thankfully. My buddies planned for a tour of Pondicherry, we all were excited  to have fun together after 6months. What else you want beach, Friends and Drink. During guys gossip on beach with a beer in hand, one of my friend suddenly asked  how about the girls out there in Karnatka?(I paused for a minute ) and said that I haven’t noticed that …. It was unbelievable for them as well for me that I hadn’t noticed even a single in past 6months. Being a boy it was shameful for me. After  vacation, went back to office. This time, no more trainee…. This time as a employee…… Feeling better. But still Mr. Das and Mr. Ramchran not ready to leave me. So I did their work also. One year was passed in same way.

Time to switch the job, got great offer from a reputed company best part was I will get rid from Mr Das and Mr. Ramchran. So I joined it immediately.

This time I was really  happy from my work and environment.

For first time after my college I really noticed a girl ….very very beautiful. I think I have no words to explain her beauty….. just mesmerizing. I asked my friend about her he told me that her name is Drishti, north Indian girl. Oh god North Indian … I really don’t think that she will talk to me. First I don’t look good and  second I am south Indian.

After a week we had party in office so all staff came so she too. My boss introduced me with her. I was just looking at her beauty. Suddenly during party she received  a call from her roommate – I understood from her conversation in Hindi that her roommate lost the key and now she has to go to give  her  keys. First  time in my life I thanked to Mr. Das and Mr. Ramchran for making my Hindi so good.

So, I asked her any problem than she told me the scenario.  I offered her “may I drop you because it is too late”. She said it’s ok I’ll manage (But I don’t want her to mange) so I insist she said she has her own car. I felt so embarrassed I was thinking to drop her from auto or something and she has her own car.  I showed her fake smile and said ok I’ll drive your car. She said ok to me and I was on the top of this world. While driving during our conversation she was using many Hindi words so for “show Off”  I also used some Hindi words :P She was impressed that I know Hindi too(My Trick Worked….) than I told her how I learnt Hindi and about Mr. Das and Mr. Ramchran. She laughed uncontrollably on me after hearing my situation and I was feeling embarrassed.  Then, she asked “you must be happy in this Office”. Than immediately I replied  “I am very much happy now…” . I dropped her and came back. I was thinking  why their was no traffic on road if it would be, I would get more time to spent with her.

Than in office whenever we meet we greet each other with smile.  With time my emotions were increasing and increasing for her. One day I was playing pool and she was standing near to me to impress her I tried to hit the corner ball but unfortunately I hit another ball and I lost the game. Don’t know why my luck was so bad always in front of her. Again embarrassed….

 I was feeling very bad  at night. I saw her name in Suggest Friends on Facebook,  I just send her request on Facebook and she accepted immediately as she was online at the same time. Than conversation started by greeting each other and ended by exchanging numbers what else I want. I was feeling happy.

I knew she is very very pretty and she would be the crush of many guys. But it was difficult for me to forget her. 

For the first time in six months my stars were high and …..Fortunately, because of some infrastructure problem my cubical got shifted to her friend’s cubical. I was very happy because I knew that now I’ll see her more oftenly.

During tea break and lunch break she used to come near her cubical and always wave to me. Than I did friendship with her friend (so that I can join them on tea break and lunch time).Now, we all three start going together on tea breaks and lunch (I was happy from my progress). Similarly time passed and  after few months her friend left the job .  I was sad as well as happy too (Human nature). Now, we both start going on breaks together.

 One day she said she wanted to see Kerala. I wanted her to see the beauty of Kerela(My Place ) and as well I want her to meet my family. During Christmas  we had couple of days holiday I made a plain of team outing  to Kerala(just for her only). She joined and we had very much fun there. One day I took her and my friends to my home and introduce them to my family. My mom liked her very much. And here I got the sign off from my family (I loved that they loved my choice).

Than valentine Day arrived.....

 I wanted to propose her, but it is a big task for me to tell my emotions to her. In office during usual break we went out to canteen for lunch asusal than I offered her to go to newly opened restaurant. She agreed than while she was ordering for food I was trying hard to tell my emotions to her. But it was difficult for me.

 Then I said- “Drishti you are looking very beautiful” I think for the first time I said something like this to her. Then she laughed and said “what happened to you”. I said- “don’t know but I really like you and want all my meals with you for my entire life”. She laughed and said “are you serious” and this time more seriously I said “I love you Drishti more than everything in my life. First time I am feeling like this. Except my family I never felt like this even for my best buddies too. I am really sorry if I hurt you but I have feeling for you, from the first time I saw you. Please don’t take me otherwise this is the truth. If you don’t feel for me it ok but at least I want you to know my feeling”. Than she didn’t said anything except her surprising look was trying to say something. Then we ate food and left for office and get back to our work.

 I was disturbed I was thinking may be this is the last time I talked to her. One week passed like this and I start feeling lonely than I went back to my home to attend my cousin wedding. Same thing was revolving to my mind in wedding too. At there all my aunts were saying to my mom that this is the right time for Raghav to get married. And my mom was agreeing to that. For the first time I felt like losing Drishti for always.  I don’t know why I didn’t felt like this when she has not answered my proposal, may be still I have some hope in me.

I was sitting in corner thinking about the same, saw two kids were fighting to each other  and one said to other go and ask your father for giving 5Rupees. Other said No, he will not give me. Other guy said at least try, may be you will get, if not…… its ok.

I don’t know why I felt like at least I should know the Drishti’s answer. I called her and she picked up the phone and sweetly said hello, I asked her how are you ? She said how are ” youuuu” (Forcing on the word You). I really liked the way she asked I said- “may be ok”. Then she asked “where you are”. I told her “in Kerala” she asked- “Can we meet?” I said “ya sure ” … than I told her tomorrow evening I’ll reach there than we will meet. She said “ok”.

Next morning I started for Karnataka I was happy, excited and nervous too. Because of heavy rain I reached at 10  in the night I called her she told me to come to  park (near her society) so, I went there. I saw her standing in  white suit with a umbrella in her hand ….she was looking too good . I greet her and asked her “how are you”. Quietly she said “don’t know”.. I asked “what happened” she said “nothing” than I forced her to tell, than she said "I really like you but don’t we have a future together. So I didn’t wanted to share my feelings to you". I said “you just tell me what you feel for me than rest I’ll take care”. She didn’t say anything. Then I said,

“See I want to confess you something   you are the first girl in my life to whom I have propose , I love you madly I can do anything that make you happy even If you say I’ll never meet you in my life. I want to marry you…. It’s my promise you will never regret for loving me marrying me…. I don’t look good I know but your are the most beautiful girl on this earth that’s  for sure... I will never make you do anything, what you don’t want. My love for you increase day by day and it will always increase till my last breath. Please be with me for always. I never let even a small problem to come in front of you. I’ll stand like a wall for you and my shoulder will be a pillow for you. Please please… “ and  I saw I have tears in my eyes and she too started crying. I said “Hey I am sorry if I said something wrong please don’t cry”.  After a minute she said "Every girl want a guy like you in their life. I don’t know how you look but I know you have beautiful heart. You are best. I wanna old with you but how it will happen you know I am from Agra and you are from Kerala how it will become reality”. I said you are with me so don’t take tension.

Then,Our relationship started growing stronger and stronger day by day. One day Drishti came and said her family wants her to get married and they found a guy from their cast working in Bangalore. This is the time to proof to Drishti’s parent that I am the best choice for their daughter. So I start finding better job  to impress her family. And again fortunately, I found a job in a Brand name Company  as  “HR Manager”.  I was very happy earning good and somewhere more balanced independently.

 Holiest day came…  “Ganapti Visarjan”. Her family and My family came to Bangalore to meet us respectively. And we make them to meet each other. First we introduced each other than her family realized that  “I am working in  a very good company, earning good and the only child of my family” and Drishti’s family somewhere impressed by me and

 My family by seeing Drishti’s “beauty” impressed. Everybody will get impressed  by her within  a second so as my mom and dad.

After a great meeting I told my family that I want to marry her and first my family try to convince me but luckily I convinced (It took a month to convince them but at the end they were agreed).

Same Drishiti told her family that we want to get married. First her family said so many thing but she made them agree by showing her acting ability. Then, we got married with our families permission and with their blessing. Still I love her more and more day by day. ThankYou  Drishti…. for giving me such a cute family. Now we all live together in a beautiful city-  “my parents”, “her parents” and “our two kids”. “We are a very happy family”.  That’s why I always say….”Atleast try from your side!!  may be things fall itself on right place” You never know.