Mr. COOL

It was just quietness, silence and many questions in mind and heart as well when I saw you again after 3years. You are still the same cool with a descent smile on face and….with lots and lot of question in your eyes. I was not able to see you, face you and I never wanted to face this I never wanted to meet you in my life that’s what I wished from our destiny. And only one question on your lips WHY?

I don’t know why but I just know that was most difficult question of my life and with my situation and with my situation handling technique leaving you in that situation was the correct and best decision as by me. And after taking that decision just sticking to it was other second most difficult and hardest part of my life.

You were not just a friend of my life you were the soul of me. I think destiny played with me in the most beautiful manner first it blessed with the most beautiful family of me and with your family friendship. I was blessed to born and brought up a part of two families and both shower Love, care, protection and a never disappearing smile on my face. I was always in love with all of us. And I was fortunate to have you as a part of this. We are friends since we born, we shared our childhood from silly mistake to mature decision. You were the soul of my life but time has some other plans for us.

After reaching at an age to understand that my increasing feeling for you was just increasing exponentially by each passing day. And feeling to live and spend my life with you was just I wanted. The way you make me the heroine of our gang, gave importance of every little thing of my life, spending uncountable to night in just chatting. All my dreams, liking, happiness was not mine only Its you’re too. Don’t know how you don’t have anything your favorite. Trust to spend anytime and anywhere with you.

You taught me how to make someone to feel special. But we make every growing feeling between us as a part of our family bonding and our Friendship from infant to grownups.  But after the crack in the families bond, my feeling for you was uncontrollably increased and I realized that living apart from you was not possible for me and was difficult to me that your family love, support, protection for me was somewhere is obstructed. I was so lost to gain a pace in this all situation and then after 1week sleepless night I made a strong decision to live apart from you just live alone, so I left the place, changed the number blocked all the friends and without giving you the final words and hug.

I left everything in the mid and I left all alone. And it took one year to be normal ok for me without you and now after 3 years you again appeared to me. I don’t know what to say I am dumbstruck.  

Mysterious Man

I was living a monotonous life, work – home is the only a part of my life. On the top of that there is no much interaction in office. Life was just passing no as such motive for work and no as such motive of entertainment, interaction …..or we can simply say I was a ZOMBIE .Time was passing slowly suddenly a news of new member was joining to them was spread and --- like all other girls I was hoping someone good ;) than finally he came but the first impression was not good. But I still remember our first chatting, how we went for lunch downstairs and he was totally gentleman. Than interaction increased or you can say that me as a ZOMBIE was coming out of her shell and now the ZOMBIE level was increasing inversely. This was kept increasing with the time. Now she understood that the Gentleman was not actually a gentleman but he was a big maverick and that Maverick is now her good friend.

And the level of friendship was keep increasing so fastly that they both started sharing there up/down, vision, fantasies, crushes, past, desire and almost every important and no important thing of their life.   Now this ZOMBIE got a reason for coming office because now she has someone to whom she can talk, enjoy, fun and a good friend. Slowly she start falling for her but she controlled her felling as she was aware that he was a vagabond and time can’t change that and that guy will not fall for such a simple girl as well. So she never actually try to hint him for her felling she kept that secret inside her only as she don’t.

NOW zombie is no more a ZoMBIE, she is a -- cool, smart, confident, simple girl. Now she has her own stand, own friends, own social network, cool attitude with complete touch of simplicity, notorious & humorous girl i.e  she is perfect girl now. But the friendship between ZoMBIE and Mr. Gentleman is keep increasing, the loyalty, sharing, honesty fun everything was there to call a good friends.

Now the most unwanted time arrived, Mr  Gentleman time’s to leave the place and now the countdown of their togetherness was going on, Zombie never wanted him to leave but she can’t ask for the same as well and eventually that day came which we can say the last day of Mr. Gentleman with Zombie in the office.

When the last day was passing so many things were there to say to both of them but both preferred to keep mum at that time and everything was looking like vanishing. Even after leaving the place both of them decided to stay in touch and once they were talking and that time Zombie said something about her hidden feeling and after listening her Mr Gentleman shared his part’s feeling that was his love, concern for Zombie he wanted to be together but due to some misunderstanding things went wrong and Mr Gentleman vanished from her life for always. It looks that Mr Gentlemen come to her life just to evolve and transform her.