Thursday, 3 January 2013

DON’T KNOW


DON’T KNOW

From Colleagues to Friends – Friends to Best Buddies – Best Buddies to Love - Love to Strangers
This is our relation but this changing equation of our status from time to time makes me feel hurt.
Don’t know it’s my mistake or it’s yours,
Don’t know only I am feeling hurt or you too, why now our relation have nothing to say.
You know me more than I, you used to talk to me more than anyone else. Your Family knows me and they  accepted me but what happened now, why you are so changed. Everything was going perfect.
Why we don’t have anything to say ….. Why “FORMALITY” word comes into our relation ….. I told you my feeling you told me too, you told me about that girl too but still I have accepted you with open arms.
But don’t know now what comes to your mind why you are behaving like nobody, more than a year passed we don't have any conversion, is it your ego is stopping you to talk to me or you are not able to control your feeling for me. Tell me what went wrong I always suggested you right; you are always my priority irrespective of your behavior with me.
Don’t know what is the reason  of everything --- should I blame Time, You, Me or everything …don’t know…..
But I am tired now, no response from you side make me feel hurt, shattered, isolated, alone.

Is it you are felling competition from me but I never did ,,,,,,how could you forget the time when we spend full day together and still don’t feel enough.
How could you forget the time when you offer everything before you eat, how could you forget the time when I am in your prayers, how could you forget all the small things that you did for me to make me smile ….. Your this behavior taking my smile from me.We know each other from past 8 years, I have grown up with you..... It seems you forget everything.

I don’t know that you forget everything or you are pretending to forget …
Don’t know may be you get someone my replacement …..But I don’t know how I replace you, your felling with someone else.

You always make me feel especial and only because of that especial feeling, I have an intense felling for you ….which is impossible to replace and forget.

Now, no one can take that moment, that felling from me but all this things making me weak …. And if whatever you did with me was fake than definitely this "WEAK ME" is very helpful for you
Don’t know what you want ….Don’t know anything …..But what I know is I am weak but it’s just for you …..Only for YOU …….