MOST DIFFICULT PAIN …….( LIVING AS A FRIEND WITH YOUR LOVE)…..

MOST DIFFICULT PAIN ……..

                                                           LIVING AS A FRIEND WITH YOUR LOVE…..

It’s a story of a girl who is full of life. She is the one who knows how to live life fullest. Her name is “Janvi”…………

Free lecture ---Bottle rotates ,rotates ,rotates  and then stop and the tip of the bottle points towards the JANVI . All starts shouting” janvi... truth or dare??” she choose truth …..Her friends asked “tell us about your first  crush??” .  At that time she was not even aware about the answer but she quickly replied “Siddharth”. All starts shouting ,hooting and teasing her.. and than bell rang and lecture over .

At evening when she was writing her diary she mentioned everything that happened in free lecture. Than,  she started thinking why she said “Siddharth” even they never had any conversation with each other. she thought might be Siddharth is in her class ,he  talks very less and he is best friend of one of the most charming guy of his class. Janvi consoled herself by saying -this is the only  reason nothing else.

Than all forget about this crush and this game . All started focusing on their studies and 4 year passed. Now all class mates are dispersed some of them took admission in B.Tech,  some in B.sc, some in Medical etc . All were in different colleges. This girl Janvi took admission in MBBS she was enjoying her life  with her new friends luckily on her first day of college she was able to make some good friends in her new college .

One complete year passed in enjoying, studying, gossiping and missing school friends. After completion of first year all students go back to their home for summer vacation .So, she also  came back 2 her native place for summer vacation . One day she was getting boar at her home so she decided to talk to her friends so she suddenly make a call to her friend  and starts gossiping .Than, Janvi and  all her friend  decided to make an orkut account so that they all can chat with  each other easily an any time.

For two months of holiday Janvi got best way to pass her spare time with this “orkut”. With the help of this orkut, she was able 2 talk to her college friends, school friends and to her relatives also .

One day she was checking the list of those people who viewed her profile .she found the name of a guy but his name was written in so much cursive form so she was not able to read it clearly so, she opened his profile she found that they have 30 mutual friends than she opened his basic information column at there she noticed that this unknown guy have the same school name as of  hers.  So she again tried to read his name she got that his name starts with “S” and rest she didn’t got so she closed his profile .

On next when she  opened her account when she was checking  her profile visitors list she again found the same  guy again in her list than suddenly ,  her school friend “TRISHA” ping her on orkut and than they  start chatting with each other. janvi found that  the same guy in TRISHA’s friend list. Janvi asked about this guy to TRISHA than TRISHA told her that this unknown guy is “Siddharth”. Janvi was shocked that why this guy is vistng her account daily than janvi closed her orkut and start thinking about this guy .

Next day in evening around 7:45 when janvi opened her  orkut to chat with her friends than she found one friend request. She found that she got a friend request from “Siddharth” she immediately accept his friend request but she realized that no one can send her friend request without knowing her email id than” how Siddharth send her friend request ?”. Than, she found that someone   ping her  and  she found that Siddharth ping her than, they both start talking to each other than Siddharth told her that he got her id from their  common friend . Janvi was bit surprised that they never talk to each other during school time and now this guy is sending her friend request and for sending this, he called their common friend and asked email id, but Janvi didn’t focused on this thing and then they both exchanged their numbers with each other and start talking to each other daily either on phone or on orkut .

With time their friendship start growing and within 3-4 month they become best friend from just friend . Janvi  found that she start liking Siddharth  but she didn’t told him about this .

One day Siddharth told Janvi that he likes “TRISHA” and when javi heard this words  for her everything is finished .Now, she couldn’t do anything and at that time she realizes “why suddenly she said Siddharth as her First crush while playing truth and dare” in 8^th standard.

 Than she started avoiding him, she tried to avoid his messages and call but she realized that she lost her first love but she don’t want to lose her best friend also ……..so, again they both become just friend.  

After some time Siddharth  told her that  he like “TRISHA” as a sweet girl not more than that but still “Janvi” didn’t told him about her love towards him because she already told him indirectly many times and she believes that either Siddharth don’t want her in his life more than as a friend or he is unable 2 see her luv towards him ……she left everything on time and wanted to spend more time with  her love as a friend which is most difficult thing in this world ………